. . .
i admit it. this is no cakewalk.
making a relationship work is, well, a lot of work. pure and simple, as i’m learning this the hard way.
[the hard way, you know, is throwing yourself into the situation and learning the lessons, both good and bad. and ugly.]
do i have the energy to get into it now? i wish so, but it ain’t gonna happen. too much of my emotional and physical resources are being channelled directly into trying to make money and reclaim funds that are due my way. such a petty thing, this tool called money. yet, for me to get the stuff done that i must, it’s critical that i have that tool at my disposal.
pleasant. i’ve been reduced to the american equation. somebody, please put me out of my misery, cos i’m getting really tired.